Look at the nothingness inside of me

It's hard to describe what nothingness means to me... what best symbolized it, but bank pieces of paper summed it up pretty well... i guess. (nothings more terrifying than a blank piece of paper, so much potential in it yet the fear of messing that paper up... that could just be me being a weirdo.)  in the last couple of weeks i was in an uncomfortable mood, i thought it was just boredom or possibly my fears eating up at me, but ever since exams ended i've been nothing but a walking smiley face.... so even though i'm not gloomy anymore, i thought to finish the picture anyway... this shows a lot of my raw emotions something i don't normally do in my other drawings, i normally focus on making the pic look pretty but i dunno i kinda like the emotional stuff... anyway hope you like it.